Teenage Life

Assalamualaikum! So, recently my birthday has just passed by. Its funny though to think. I mean, don't you at least think the same thoughts? I wait for at least 1 year for my birthday and then the day just slowly starts to fade and I continue to do the same cycle every year. Okay, so I don't know if you have the same thoughts you know, but lately I have been having deep thoughts. Maybe the end is coming soon. Have you ever ? You are just about to advice people about something and you realize, that you're doing the same mistake too. That's why we have to keep reminding ourselves and the people around us about the end. I mean, we may not be perfect enough be we try to improve ourself too. Oh, and back to the title! yes it was my birthday and I got a very decent present! It was such a surprise and I'm just so grateful to Allah for the rezeki He has given to my family. Never forget to say Alhamdulillah! ( Now I can blog much more often hehe ) But now I want ...

Assalamualaikum! Indeed it has been a hectic week. Although only about 2 weeks starting, it feels like a year has passed by. For us 15 year old-Malaysians have to struggle extra hard this year. Why? We have to face an examination, which is quite of a big deal for us, as the exam has just been introduced last year during April, if I'm not mistaken. As I have stated my new years resolutions, I actually achieved some! (Big Deal). And like I said, it has been a hectic week so yeah I'm so busy flooded with homework. I've never felt this way before, last year. I felt like I had just a bunch of homework and then I could socialize till 12 am or so. But now, that I'm facing something very important, I slowly began to change my habits. It wasn't easy though. But if you choose the right friends, you can do it. Since school started, I've only opened one of my social sites as I had to discuss about my class. And after that I didn't open any sites again. E...

I can't believe I still miss his crooked smile. His soothing voice. The first time sparks flew. Maybe it was fate.  Maybe it was just because. --------------------------------------- "Hey Alexa,"  Mikayla turned her back to face me." Pencil?"  I shrugged. Though she couldn't have possibly noticed that.  it was the third time in the week that she wanted to borrow my pencils. AND she hasn't returned my other billion pencils she had borrowed. But I eventually moved my hand and gave it to her. I don't know.  Maybe its because she was my only friend in this classroom. If I could even call her that. I miss my old friends back at Birmingham. I don't know why people here are so cold. I'd best go back there if  i had money. If. "Hey, lets go to the canteen together," I didn't know what to say. Mikayla never used to be this nice. I only replied a short "okay". Although she says nasty stuff to...

Assalamualaikum! For humans all around the world on the calender, 1 January shows the beginning of a new year. but for the Islam Ummah, Awwal Muharram is the start of the new book. 2014 hasn't been a very decent year for me, I could even say that I like 2013 better. But hey, it hasn't been easy for everyone too.Especially us Malaysians. From the MH370 incident until the flood victims, I can conclude that it hasn't been easy for us. But hey, we should not turn the 2014 negativity to 2015 right? Although it was a tough year, there had been those great moments too! Throught out 2014, I have : Improved my grades through out the semester Won second place during the public speaking contest Become the MC of the ISLAM ARTS NIGHT (MKI) for my school Entered the school choral speaking team Became an exchange student at Kelantan And more I think? Well, that's all I remember.  New Year Resolutions? Spread positivity Ace PT3 Obey parents Be nice to ev...