Conquest of positivism

Salam Alaykum,

Yeah, I enjoy Gravity falls so much and I literally follow up with the new episodes although I'm 15.

So it looks like I haven't been active for a long time, huh?

well, the reason is my laptop has been suffering some errors making it unable to use my WiFi,and PT3 IS AROUND THE CORNER! Plus, busy with my oral tests and History plus Geography assignments. ceh, I'm actually typing like anyone actually misses my articles.

So yeah, I've always been used to negativity and one day, i was motivated, but by my own SELF. How?

The name given is Husna, yeah I know, it's mainstream and common, but the thing that touched my heart one fine humid day was, what does my name REALLY mean? 

of course, i knew what it exactly meant. Husna comes from the Arabic word which means 'good'. the other problem was that i was surrounded my negative thoughts, which usually endured from gossiping and back-biting people. May ALLAH forgive me.

After, i actually opened my heart to realize the true meaning of my name, of applying what my name meant in my daily routine, i started to become more optimistic. as a result, i managed to uplift the number of sunnah prayers i performed daily, i managed to memorized more Surahs of the Holy Quran. It was like Allah was always there with me, which indeed He is but i just felt so content, so full of love.

Significantly, my grades were improving, teachers were starting to notice me more, my parents are prouder with me and i started to love everything around me, and not taking granted of what is blessed.

Recently, a noble man who came from TV AL-Hijrah (he was someone important in some way) came to-well,actually officiated our Independence Month-tell us about the suffering about people in Ethiopia, Pakistan, and Syria etc.

It was really appalling, not every muslim had the same perspective and they don't live in peace, which once again, made me be grateful that Malaysia is actually peaceful, despite having miscellaneous affiliations, religions and races.

Taking everything to account, I wish that everyone is going through the conquest of positivism as it could make us more successful, in all aspects,

-HR

Comments

  1. Anonymous15/9/15

    This is nothing important,but it actually is...
    That African country that you'd stated should be spelled like this 'Ethiopia'
    :)

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    1. teah16/9/15

      Firstly, thank you for correcting me! I actually thought it spells the same as Utopia, which I regularly pass by in fantasy books. I should certainly attain more knowledge about the particular country, thanks again!

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  2. Anonymous15/9/15

    all the best for your upcoming exam :)
    I hope that you can constantly post even when you're busy.
    PS. I always have my eyes on you :)

    xoxo

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