Teenage Life

Salam Alaykum so, for MRSM students now, including me, they're all probably waiting for the results posted to their home. the top students might be like : "hell yeah, but I think I could do better than this. Why couldn't I achieve higher?" the lower achievers be like : "I did my best, why does God never give me what I want. the top students should be grateful for their stunning results."  I've been on both sides, to be frank, mostly the initial one, and I never feel like i've fully accomplished in anything, like my success has no boundaries, for example, in examination results, especially when we know the marks. "just an 88! just a little more and I could get a 90! damn it" but for the next exam, "73? i so thought i'd get a solid 90. ****. how could she even get an 85?"   its what life is all about really. we're constantly judged by our actions, especially, during learning, our grades, achieveme...

Salam Alaykum, so yesterday, i had just posted an entry about stress that i faced. and it turns out, after i, myself, practiced what i advised, it worked! actually, i lost, i mean, misplaced two of my wallets. i was terrified, especially seeing as daddy wanted something that was from my wallet. i stayed calm by just replying, "okay, i'll get it soon enough". the reality was, I've lost it! but then sarah came barging in my room, as i was cleaning it up, saying, "hey husna, let me give you a makeover!" i was pissed off, naturally, seeing as my room was a mess that time, and i felt anxious losing my precious wallets. "ugh, another time, will you? i'm trying to clean my room!" i replied, coating the truth. "its not everyday i get to do this with you, aww come on" it was true, something inevitable too, which i realized. we weren't going to be this close anymore, as we grow up, we'll lead our lives separately in the...

Salam Alaykum, have you ever felt so much burden on your shoulders that you can't bear? that feeling as if everything is on your shoulder? or perhaps something as simple that could make you get in trouble? maybe pissing off your parents? or breaking your friends heart? or losing your wallet? well, loads of stuff like that occur and sometimes it makes us, our life, a total mess. having to worry about it. especially if you guys are like me, who like to pent it all up, trying to resolve it  by yourself. it's not easy. it's freaking hard have you ever tried expressing it to someone close, that you trust, but you feel as if they just don't get it? it's like they're not giving their fullest attention to what you're facing? well, that's life *unintentionally attacks self*  you can't act as if the world revolves around you because it doesn't, and never will. sometimes, you have to go back to THE ONE who created the thing you conj...

Salam Alaykum, yes . I haven't updated in such a long time. I wanted to, honestly, but procrastination got over me. I had true intentions to update while I was in school, but somehow, that free time would be accompanied by studying and frequent naps, needless to say, it's a hectic life, packed as a student of boarding school. Especially prestigious schools like MRSM Tun Ghafar Baba. "MRSM TGB really pushes us hard,"  well, to be honest, deep down, I disagree. I don't really think that the teachers really push us that hard, but its the expectation that everyone gives. "Straight A punya laaa"  is amongst the many that are told to TGB students constantly, and when we slack off in examinations, especially in our standard examination (which, believe me, is harder than finals), we tend to become upset, and start to comment on this and that. So here, the what I wanted to talk about is what TGB taught me throughout the year; To be independent....

Salam Alaykum, Found this on tumblr and decided this it is kind of beneficial :) Hope it helps <3 ————————————————————————————- Distractions; Here are some distractions to help keep your mind occupied so you aren’t too focused on your thoughts. - Draw something - This website translates the time into colours. - Create your own galaxy. - Play flowing. - Make a 3D line travel where ever you like.  - Listen to music. - Calm. - Ocean mood, do nothing for two minutes. Sleep issues;  - 8 hour sleep music. - Rainy mood.  - Meditation. - Coping with nightmares. - How to cope with nightmares, 11 steps. - Calm - Foods that can affect your sleeping, both positive and negatively.  Uncomfortable with silence;  - Rainy mood. - 10 hours of rain and thunder. - 3 hours of rain and thunder. - Human heartbeat. - Rainforest. - Sound of rain on a tin roof. - Autumn wind. - Rain on a tent - Traffic in the rain. - Soft traffic.  - ...