Judgement Days
Salam Alaykum
so, for MRSM students now, including me, they're all probably waiting for the results posted to their home.
the top students might be like :
but for the next exam,
its what life is all about really. we're constantly judged by our actions, especially, during learning, our grades, achievements. especially if you have pressure from your family, that's the worst, the feeling of being downgraded to the core of the earth, fuh. nobody likes that.
but who are we to stop them? we can't. that's why we should really put our heart up there and absorb what ever they have initiated, but not allow it to get to us.
before i wrote this post, i thought i'd talk about how i'd like to get out the fastest as i could out of this academic-judgmental system that is portrayed throughout the whole world, but then i realized i can't get out of this.
even as you grow older, when you start working, people will judge how you work, or your clients might complain how your business sucks (for businessmen), so really, the world revolves around judgment, even the two angels on your left and right are judging you right now as you read,
is this an actual waste of time, have you performed your prayers yet?
so that's when we have to know, that all these words slapping our ears, have no meaning unless you give it. those annoying comments aren't annoying unless you indicate it as annoying. sometimes, our heart has to be rigid, and strong to cast all these unnecessary feelings away.
finally, compete with yourself, not with others. because in the end, you will win the competition with the other person, fair or square, one way or another, and you might feel satisfied, as the competition has finished, as you seek to compete with better people than the former, and the competition might be stuck to that point, you won't improvise.
what i'm trying to say is, have a non-stop competition with that little inner-you, that constantly bugs you on how you suck and flunked that exam(don't we all have it?) and in the end, we won't be that sad over that ink spilled on our paper that resembles failure to the eyes of the beholders and we'll be able to live a happier life :-)
Remember,
xx,
husna
the top students might be like :
"hell yeah, but I think I could do better than this. Why couldn't I achieve higher?"the lower achievers be like :
"I did my best, why does God never give me what I want. the top students should be grateful for their stunning results."I've been on both sides, to be frank, mostly the initial one, and I never feel like i've fully accomplished in anything, like my success has no boundaries, for example, in examination results, especially when we know the marks.
"just an 88! just a little more and I could get a 90! damn it"
but for the next exam,
"73? i so thought i'd get a solid 90. ****. how could she even get an 85?"
its what life is all about really. we're constantly judged by our actions, especially, during learning, our grades, achievements. especially if you have pressure from your family, that's the worst, the feeling of being downgraded to the core of the earth, fuh. nobody likes that.
but who are we to stop them? we can't. that's why we should really put our heart up there and absorb what ever they have initiated, but not allow it to get to us.
before i wrote this post, i thought i'd talk about how i'd like to get out the fastest as i could out of this academic-judgmental system that is portrayed throughout the whole world, but then i realized i can't get out of this.
even as you grow older, when you start working, people will judge how you work, or your clients might complain how your business sucks (for businessmen), so really, the world revolves around judgment, even the two angels on your left and right are judging you right now as you read,
is this an actual waste of time, have you performed your prayers yet?
so that's when we have to know, that all these words slapping our ears, have no meaning unless you give it. those annoying comments aren't annoying unless you indicate it as annoying. sometimes, our heart has to be rigid, and strong to cast all these unnecessary feelings away.
finally, compete with yourself, not with others. because in the end, you will win the competition with the other person, fair or square, one way or another, and you might feel satisfied, as the competition has finished, as you seek to compete with better people than the former, and the competition might be stuck to that point, you won't improvise.
what i'm trying to say is, have a non-stop competition with that little inner-you, that constantly bugs you on how you suck and flunked that exam(don't we all have it?) and in the end, we won't be that sad over that ink spilled on our paper that resembles failure to the eyes of the beholders and we'll be able to live a happier life :-)
Remember,
compete with yourself for everlasting improvements in your life
xx,
husna
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