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Salam Alaykum,

so yesterday, i had just posted an entry about stress that i faced.
and it turns out, after i, myself, practiced what i advised, it worked!

actually, i lost, i mean, misplaced two of my wallets. i was terrified, especially seeing as daddy wanted something that was from my wallet. i stayed calm by just replying, "okay, i'll get it soon enough". the reality was, I've lost it!

but then sarah came barging in my room, as i was cleaning it up, saying, "hey husna, let me give you a makeover!"

i was pissed off, naturally, seeing as my room was a mess that time, and i felt anxious losing my precious wallets. "ugh, another time, will you? i'm trying to clean my room!" i replied, coating the truth.

"its not everyday i get to do this with you, aww come on"

it was true, something inevitable too, which i realized. we weren't going to be this close anymore, as we grow up, we'll lead our lives separately in the future anyway. i caved in anyway, in the end, knowing that to have a little fun with makeup could reduced the stress.

in the end, we looked like cave women.

well, of course we would seeing as we weren't that professional, plus the fact that some of the makeup was from like 3 years ago. but eventually, i slept in peace that night, and forgot it, for a while.

but waking up early today stressed me out again. daddy reminded me to give the thing he wanted to him. i was internally freaking out but then suddenly i remembered! i took a deep breath and started to reminisce my entire journey back home. finally, i found my wallets and leaped out of joy!

Alhamdulillah, praise to Allah. whenever i lose something, I practice to recite

Innalillahi Wa Inna Ilaihi Raajiuun 

a secret formula given by someone in the family, okay , maybe not so secret, but usually I find back my things that go missing! Indeed is to Allah we return, and lost belongings can be found back with the help of the Almighty.

What I've learnt today was that we should cherish and use our time with family to the fullest because a happy family is a boon to our lives and we should

never ever forever forget ALLAH 

xx,

husna

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